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Diorama-rama.

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You know...Diorama's are cool. I really loved doing them all through school and I'm thinking of making some more just for kicks.

I've spent the past few days repairing nativity scenes and its really made me appreciate how amazing figurines look when they are part of a setting. Though I've now got some good experience and quickly making a figurine (and small ones at that) making a 'place' for them to be is a whole other beast. But I'm up for the task.
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Ennui

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Man is bored not only when there is nothing to do but also when there is too much, or when everything waiting to be done has lost its luster.
                                       -Geoffrey Clive


This is a great quote that expresses how I feel at the moment. A general since of ennui even though I have so much to do and COULD be doing. I've got more then enough art projects hanging about incomplete that have sort of lost the 'luster' of being worked on.

I don't want to blame work. I love my job and enjoy what I do but lately I've just felt overly tired when I get home. Even though I use to have so much energy and readiness to get down to business...now I just want to sleep.

*sigh* maybe I need an vacation or something~
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I originally wondered what was the point of these Llama badges. But now I see its a great way to 'meet' people.

I mean really, thanks to the Llama badge trade I've seen such a wide verity of peoples pages that I most likely wouldn't have ever seen normally.

now I have noticed alot of people do it simply to get me to visit their page and donate points to them...but that's way better then some one asking for points out right...which is never ever good. But hey, over all, the Llama badges are a good thing.
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Monte Cristo

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The Count of Monte Cristo has been on my mind alot lately. Its really one of my favorite stories and I think I've read 4 versions of it and own the Anime to it too.

But what's really been on my mind from it is the opening song to the Anime. I've been singing it a bunch, maybe because it makes me feel so melancholy and if there is one way to describe my base mood at all times its melancholy.

The good part goes:

So tonight I'll sing
a song to all my friends.
Also to those we won't be seeing again.
o those I knew and those I still adore
and I want to see once more.
I just pray that you will love me
and trust me.
Laugh with me and cry with me
spend those silent times with me.
Love me evermore.
Lover me evermore.


Its such a sweet tone yet it speaks of love lost and friends betrayal, things I'm rather familiar with.

I think I've been betrayed by every friend I've ever had...damn good thing I'm not the count of Monte Cristo or else I'd have a laundry list of revenge to be had (though I have gotten my fair share of revenge...and it was pretty sweet.)

I admire the count for transforming himself into a different person. I think I would like to do that...be unrecognizable to anyone who once knew me...to better get my revenge of course.
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So...in general I've been feeling neutral. Not happy or peppy or nothing.

I have a good job. I'm doing ok in school. And while doing both full time it feels like I have infinite free time. Though its all and all making me feel kind of down. I guess even when I see my family I still feel a mute sadness.

or well, neutrality.

I've always thought being neutral towards anything was the worst thing to be. I think I still do feel that way.
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